I am TIREEEEEEEED! Being a human being is hard talk more of being a mother and a wife , I have been soooo busy of late with work and life. I went through a week of depression and if you ask me what I am depressed about I wouldn’t even be able to tell you. My main wahala right now is that I don’t know if I am pregnant or my body is just holding on to my fat , please can someone tell my outer fat girl to release my inner skinny girl biko at least she can tell me the ransom to pay let me go and save for it, she’s holding back my inner Rihanna Oh emm geee.
Happier days oh and Up Man Utd!
I have also been very tired , I have napped at least 3 times this week ( I don’t take naps, EVER), I have had superman type cravings like white Amala type cravings and I have not been able to do any exercise but I have just had my period.
I don’t know if I should do a pregnancy test or just accept that I am some how doing this to myself , all I know is I am not about to have an I didn’t know I was pregnant moment.
Kunmi looks the way I feel here lol
I am also trying to plan Kunmi’s (who has Apollo by the way) birthday bash. Talking about Apollo aka Conjunctivitis a lady at my work says to wash his face with pee as in wee wee let’s just say I died for 1sec and the Lord brought me back. I know I shouldn’t be selfish but I can’t afford to catch it as I have the ELOY awards this weekend ( I was nominated for best on air personality) and I cannot do my red carpet walk with Ruby Woo eyes its not possible so pray for me and now I feel like I am the most irresponsible mother in Africa not the world just Africa.
Which brings me to my 2nd question, How much should one spend on a 1st year birthday because ehn the economy is very very deliciously hard. I want to have a nice party but can I have a decent party without spending up to N500,000 please let me know what you think. How much have you spent? Should I do it in yard or rent a place ? I don’t want Kunmi to judge me when he is older because I judge my parents lol
Please feel free to email me Temilola@ftmbaby.com